dear tim,
tomorrow is february 3, but today is the first thursday in february: two ways to treasure the beautiful and special moments we shared a year ago. a magical day which i will always remember. i remember when you looked at me with such sincere sweetness like you did and you held me in your arms like you did, that moment my dream came true...
a year ago today: that is when i knew what was happening between us was not just my imagination or my fantasy... and no matter what has happened since that special day, through all the hurt i still feel and all the tears i keep crying, not for a second have i wished i never met you and fallen in love with you...
yes, everything is pretty fucked up and i maybe won't get my wish to see you again someday, but i truly cherish the friendship we have shared and i am super grateful you made an appearance in my life. i will always love you tim; i will always be your friend.
je t'aime, timothy ryan
au revoir, kimberly kristin
* * * * * * * * *
i built up walls
so strong
how did you get through them
it's like these hidden doors
i never knew were there
just opened up
all by themselves
you are like a magic key
a magic key to my heart
-- kimberly kristin angelique, a poem for tim, circa february 2011
-- kimberly kristin angelique, a poem for tim, circa february 2011
... this was me when i was more like you...
* * *
* i added these pictures (which i took especially for you) on 11/26/12 *
(...to be continued...)
always and forever, kimberly kristin
[ http://kristinangelique.blogspot.com/p/i-made-this-page-for-timothy-ryan-shipp.html ]
this is a page i write to you at often. it has helped a lot. peace!
*well i used to write there: i suspended most of the words and kept up the art and other pictures*
No comments:
New comments are not allowed.